I take aggresion to the earth
My hands are now rough and stained
Knees to anchor me from flight
Breath to hold the cold of the grave
Here in the clear night
Among the smell of death and sage
A cairn is bedded deep and raised in an obsidian blaze
In the wake of life too soon stolen away
Dark words
Darker stones
This marks the end of days.
It calls to me
Sets my soul adrift
Fills me up all sweets and nothings
Whispers that scatters all thought
Leaves a little rough magic
A touch of feeling
Crisp savored breaths
Stirring a passions thunder
Kisses slow a gentle caress
Constant and free
Your love feels like rain
Can you feel it?
The sound, the smell the feel the taste. The rain reaches out and I answer. She's falling, spiralling down. This cold embrace, a kiss of whispers along my neck the trickling remembrance of a lost love, the still quivering temptation. Rain brings down an agony like an old lovers kiss. Something sweet not quite remembered but simply never forgotten. These memories never die. True love; rips your soul from your flesh with no remorse. Bares your everything, and nobody but her sees, she accepts you and your never the same again. The people that say magic doesn't exist have never been in love or are in the shadow of it.
Love casts a long shadow. D
Not lost, please not again, but I am overtaken, distraught. Warm tears keep sealed my crumbling insides as I am solid without. Hard and callous, besieged by this ocean of salted grief. Not bent, or broken but ripped from my flesh. These wings are no more. Useless, for I cannot reach you. I've torn my soul for you, inside out. These bleeding eyes will find no one equal to your name.
My world now silent, tied to the pulse of my heart. My last beat still a resounding thunder that smothers the cutting edge of oblivion.
Your gone and the world is dark. Memory of delicate fingertips, retrace the intricate promises carved into my glass heart
Reality takes hold and I am alone
Everything is gone, there is nothing left to feel
In the shallows, the envy of love, these cold nights I endure
These tastless dreams transend the night
Whispering honey that strangles my heart.
Starless, wishless, without a soul
See me here without control.
Her essence lifts the grivity of death
so kiss me while I am still alive under the cover of love.
I was counting on forever, now I struggle with every breath
To savor the shivers of my waning grave
Our melody, now emptier than the meaning of silence.
I still taste your world at the bottom of my bottle
Always, my heart will beat, counting ever
Moments already gone, are my prized trinkets.
Are the salt in my tears the only ocean I have left?
Love is not something to be triffled with.
Lost, the reward of the dreamer.
Yearning, starring at the sea of stars...
Is nothing, compared to sailing it.
Living in the flipside of fear
Over hardened hearts and rebleeding wounds
Verily broken dreams, call my name
Every dull beat, another moments reward.
Yield, wake up, and walk the sea
Only time will tell what I truly mean
Under the spell of the stars, kiss me.
Conquer the world, to paint the sky.
Where the stars are just holes to heaven shining through
A strong voice full of fathers pride.
To be held, protected, shown what this life has in store for me.
Its an echo of a sensation
a failing tin man.
But no emptyness inside could conquer
the need for a soul.
A beginning
I miss you.
To thank the stars
There is no way
but to stand on my own two feet
Conquer myself and be a man my father could befriend.
It calls to me
Sets my soul adrift
Fills me up all sweets and nothings
Whispers that scatters all thought
Leaves a little rough magic
A touch of feeling
Crisp savored breaths
Stirring a passions thunder
Kisses slow a gentle caress
Constant and free
Your love feels like rain
Can you feel it?
The sound, the smell the feel the taste. The rain reaches out and I answer. She's falling, spiralling down. This cold embrace, a kiss of whispers along my neck the trickling remembrance of a lost love, the still quivering temptation. Rain brings down an agony like an old lovers kiss. Something sweet not quite remembered but simply never forgotten. These memories never die. True love; rips your soul from your flesh with no remorse. Bares your everything, and nobody but her sees, she accepts you and your never the same again. The people that say magic doesn't exist have never been in love or are in the shadow of it.
Love casts a long shadow. D
Not lost, please not again, but I am overtaken, distraught. Warm tears keep sealed my crumbling insides as I am solid without. Hard and callous, besieged by this ocean of salted grief. Not bent, or broken but ripped from my flesh. These wings are no more. Useless, for I cannot reach you. I've torn my soul for you, inside out. These bleeding eyes will find no one equal to your name.
My world now silent, tied to the pulse of my heart. My last beat still a resounding thunder that smothers the cutting edge of oblivion.
Your gone and the world is dark. Memory of delicate fingertips, retrace the intricate promises carved into my glass heart
Reality takes hold and I am alone
Everything is gone, there is nothing left to feel
In the shallows, the envy of love, these cold nights I endure
These tastless dreams transend the night
Whispering honey that strangles my heart.
Starless, wishless, without a soul
See me here without control.
Her essence lifts the grivity of death
so kiss me while I am still alive under the cover of love.
I was counting on forever, now I struggle with every breath
To savor the shivers of my waning grave
Our melody, now emptier than the meaning of silence.
I still taste your world at the bottom of my bottle
Always, my heart will beat, counting ever
The chill autumn wind reaches forth plucking the last of natures golden leaves from a road of barren maples on an empty street. The leaf twists and turns in the winds grasp. Fluttering towards a figure wrapped in a red wool blanket; rocking slowly back and forth, back and forth. Old eyes watch the leaf intently. For a moment those eyes flicker in a gleam of past eagerness to explore beyond the reaches of this one world.
Past memories flow softly but surely to the surface. A young man high teens blandishing a dashing smile in the mirror while fidgeting with his tie, before quickly taking it off and tossing it onto the bed. Then turning toward
I was wandering again, not knowing who I was, not caring as much as I probably should. All I could remember of my past life came in dreams that partially faded when the sun rose into the tainted sky. The remnants of my dreams came as dark shadows, flashes of horror filled scenes; faces of people I knew bathed in blood, places I knew crumbling around me into the world that held itself around me now. Pieces of the whole; came as illusions of the mind. Covering the real with irrational explanations as well as images, visions that had no similarities whatsoever with the rest of the dreams. Such as the owl staring at me from a pine tree before it
I want to write poetry on your skin.
I want to sink my teeth into the ridge of your hip
until there's a five-seven-five pattern there.
I want to take pens and markers and razor blades
and carve an epic into you,
laving typos with my tongue.
I want to claw sonnets on your back,
fourteen lines of fingernail marks
in perfect iambic pentameter.
I want fingerprint-bruise-couplets
on your forearms
and red-half-moons of villanelle
on your inner thighs.
I want you stretched out and
tied to the bedposts like new paper,
clean and begging
for me to cover you with my words.
I want to etch my love into you
before you forget.
Delicate, like rose petals gliding oer the surface of a serene pond; caressing the after-image, blessing the unwavering with shivering ripples in the delicate still waters of my heart. This she did with a glance.
How else could a froze garden pond react but to melt at the semblance of her touch, summon up the koi from the murky depths to play along her fingertips in a dancing plethora of rainbow blands and crisp sun colors. Remake me the river. I saw no alternative as her quick frame smoothed itself down on cream satin sheets. Her tangled mass of red hair, a rich ember in the dying light filtering in through the wisps of
Current Residence: a landscape of old memories Favourite genre of music: a heartbeat, that requires losing thought to dance to it Operating System: Failure. Pressure. Sucession. Examples. opportunities. MP3 player of choice: vlc Shell of choice: your heart is my pinata...mmm candy Wallpaper of choice: natural wood Skin of choice: porcelain cream, under which stars glow Favourite cartoon character: Gambit...still Personal Quote: In love it is better to know and be disappointed, than to not know and always wonder
Favourite Visual Artist
I hate the stars because I look at the same ones as you do, without you.
Favourite Writers
The sound of a kiss is not so loud as a cannon, but it's echo lasts a great deal longer.
Favourite Games
treading water...
Favourite Gaming Platform
who needs a platform?
Tools of the Trade
gratitude and patience
Other Interests
Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.